Finding My Voice

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6 Responses

  1. samantha says:

    Love your raw honesty. Just remember through our pain God has a purpose. You inspire me with how you have focused on your faith and children!

    • iheartmommie says:

      Thank you so much this was definitely hard to write but I’ve been wanting to for awhile. Honestly I’m getting recentered with my faith, isn’t it funny how God has a way of doing that for us?

  2. Julie DuRose says:

    I’m so sorry Sam. I hated reading this and I know you hated writing it even more. You and the kids will get through all of this and you’ll be stronger because of it. I love you guys BIG time and if you need anything that I can give (from VA) you know you got it. You’re right, he’s the one that is missing out on everything that life has to give.

    • iheartmommie says:

      Yes this one was hard, this truly has broken my heart. I think the worst part is still all the unanswered questions I still have and the way it seemed so easy for him to walk away makes it so much harder, without even fighting to try and get better for the kids, for us…I honestly just don’t get it. Thank you so much I love you all so much and miss you so terribly!

      • Mary Hartzell says:

        It broke my heart to read this knowing how happy you were with your life. You mentioned that you have unanswered questions…he may not know the answers to your questions at this time. He is an addict and they are only focused on one thing and one thing only…their next fix. I can relate to what you are going through. My daughter, Courtney’s father of her two wonderful little boys (5 and 4) is going through the same thing. Adrian is now in jail waiting for his court date, next week. He was arrested early last month for possession of 4 grams of meth. Bear in mind, he spent the whole month of December for possession of 1 gram. Not quite 30 days later, he is arrested again for the same thing. He has threatened Courtney’s life and we had to leave town for December for her protection and that of her children. I will pray for him as I do Adrian. We can’t do anything for them other than prayer. You will get through this one day at a time, one prayer at a time. Keep posting your thoughts. I’d love to keep in touch and see how you are walking the path in Christ. Big hugs!

        • iHeartMommie says:

          Yes I was so happy, we were so happy, unfortunately this has been an issue before he met me that I was not aware he had. I’m so sorry to hear about your daughter, but you are such a good and loving Mommie to be her rock and support through everything! I too will keep her journey in my prayers, this is exactly why I wanted to express my thoughts and experiences here. I love you and BIG hugs!

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